Sweet Air.

Tell me,
Where is my mind when my heart seems to run away from me?
Where is the calm?
Who is that lovely girl in the corner sitting so close but farther than ever?
So many questions are causing me to get lost.
Lost in a white square, a screen slowly being saturated with figures flowing with the slightest movement of my hand.
I seem to be searching for some kind of silence.
A personal silence…
I want to fall in love with a million empty sounds and get lost in each second….
Take my breath away sweet air.
You must know all.
Could I ever be as free as you.
Running so far from whatever makes you sad, whispering to every drop of rain telling it where to fall.
Giving a rhythm for the trees and the grass to dance to.
How does it feel to have the wings of an eagle depending on you for every flight?
The stories, the history, the reality of who you are.
I feel you in my everything….
You live in every part of my world but somehow you can’t touch my dreams.
I see the effects of you there but I can never feel you truly.
Sweet air, are you lonely when the world is sleeping?
Do you speak to the buildings or spend your time trying to win a race with light and sound?
Surely you have more things to do then live just around us and through us…
Or do you watch me when me eyes are closed, waiting for me to feel you rush over me when I wake.
Waiting for this voice to fill you and pull you from your session with silence…
If ever you were lonely I would dance for you.
I would run as far as I could giving you no choice but to race around me until I fall.
We could make every star jealous of your perfect distance from a human heart.
Oh sweet air, teach me to feel your loveliness in the midst of the suns afternoon pride.