Honestly, it's for me.

I was thinking about why I even have a blog.
but I think I just needed to acknowledge that this means something to me. 
to be fair, a lot of these have been no more than a paragraph.
a lot of them have been pointless drivel.
a lot of them, from the heart.
a lot of them won't make it to the big show.
they've seen me grow.
physically,
emotionally,
spiritually,
intelligently,
and just about every way.
they've seen the best of hope,
the worst of despair.
the best of me,
the worst.
the strongest,
and the weakest.
they've seen me post, only to take it away for feeling too whiny.
they've surprised me. they're just words, but at the same time, they're so much more.
A release, I sleep better with a clear mind.
At least I thought I did.